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A mail containing valuable documents which may affect my future career, it can make my career dilemma finally end or it may contain to worsen the hole that I’m in. It’s a break or make thingy for me. I just hope and pray it is really “the one true way” for me. I’m just leaving it all up to the boss up there.

I don’t want to anticipate neither plan for what’s in store for me the coming months ahead. Simply because I don’t want to get disappointed and get frustrated for the nth time. (again and again and again) That’s why im just taking it one step at a time. Im taking little toddler steps and not hurried adult steps. I don’t wanna get jaded by the bright light and then only discovering it was blinding the true picture at hand.

I’ve had so many disappointments and frustrations in my career life. I’ve been bruised and burned alive. I had so many setbacks along the way to reaching my dreams and plans. I had my share of it all. Maybe this time, the God Lord will answer my plee and bring me back on track and hopefully with His plan; I will be on the road to my career-happiness. Soon, I hope and really pray. AMEN