"dog-tired barefoot"

Every Saturday I feel as if a vampire sucked out galloons of my blood supply making me a weakling. As if my energy field has been suctioned out of my system by a pumping machine. As if my mind will just blow up and explode in an instance making my body paralyzed like a zombie. As if, I’m about to retire to deep slumber. Dead beat and worn-out me!

I am mentally and physically drained during this day, it’s the day of my masteral studies. Although, I’m only taking 3 long hours of 3 subjects each within the whole day, it’s as if it’s a 12- hour long toxic duty. Imagine, how much more exhaustion will I feel if I took another subject to make it a full load. I will become very dog-tired. Thank God, I didn’t enroled another one coz I think I will not be able to make it alive after Saturday classes. hehehe

I am really exhausted. It’s eating up my weekdays and even weekends. My usual lazy weekdays have turned out to be a weeklong for completion of necessary requirements to be submitted on a Saturday. My usual Saturday date with my hubby or night out with friends turns out to be a busy day in school and whenever I get home, exhaustion feels my existence to the brim!

Often times, I’m regretting why I went back to school and pursue further studies. With the new career opportunity at hand, I wonder will I still be able to pursue this degree despite the many hassles along the way?!? Will this masteral units earned be credited elsewhere or not at all?! Questions feel my drained brain and exhausted body.

But still, (I tend to instill in my system- hehehe) with the hunger and thirst for new knowledge and skills, a different environment with new faces and personality, a whole new feeling of regaining my confidence… I still breathe, give a big sigh and say “bring it on!” (I still tend to believe—argh)

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