Wednesday, March 05, 2008

tic tac, boom!

Clocks tickin’ and its insanely freakin’!
Don’t you feel annoyed to the sound of a ticking clock in the middle of the night when you’re trying to get some good night sleep?

That’s one of the reasons why I always switch off any nearby clock in my bed. If I needed some alarm to wake me up , I will turn to my old but reliable mobile phone or better yet ask someone whose kind enough (like my mom and my hubby) to wake me up from deep fried slumber. It just gets on my nerve, all the time. I can’t concentrate and focus my energy into dozing off to sleep.

On another note, perhaps my quirk has its counterpart psyche reaction. Pardon my ideas, its part of my idiosyncrasy! Hehe whadda heck!

Well, I dunno, but maybe it’s also a way to tell me that indeed my clocks tickin so fast that I tend to ignore the present situation at hand because of some issues. I’m basically referring to my so-called career life crisis. It’s a big dilemma and that’s my ultimate nemesis.

The truth of the matter is: I’m in a crossroad. It’s a big challenge for me to resolve on what I really want to do with my career. The present road shows comfort zone yet with many obstacles along the way; with all that I’ve been thru professionally, literally broken into unimaginable pieces. Despite of it all, I’m still clinging on to my dreams tightly though with a fainted light ahead. And I still believe that a miracle will happen along the course of my profession/vocation. On the other road, it shows new unchartered territory. Will this other passion turned hobby be the next career move to take or I may be getting excitedly jaded with the new adventure it offers?

Will I stick with my old cheese or find a new one? It’s constantly changing. It’s a make or break thingy. Perhaps I should just throw the clock mid air and see what happens… im such a crazy biatch! Hehehe

3 comments:

Jayme said...

I say follow your heart and do what makes you happy. Because in the end, that is what will make your life more meaningful.

Btw, I have a tag for you, just to help out a friend:
http://jayme.passiotive.com/2008/03/09/help-out-viral-tagging-with-a-purpose/

-barefoot alchemist- said...

@jayme- tnx girl!hopefuly, il be able 2 resolve dos issues. hehe.
btw, done w/ ur tag.

caca said...

whoah, sweetie another crazy biatch here! hehehe!

and i'm tempted to throw clocks, even watches (wehehhe, kala mo naman dami kong watches).

oh my, cross roads, heck when will they stop branching out. don't know which ones to take, maybe i should just build new roads (another dilemma: how much would that cost me? :P)